i dunno if it's really the reason. but i truly see and can understand why it wasn't meant to be. and it's kind of a single sided thingy. i understand i truly understand. from his nick. i see the reason why. from his friendster i understand why. it's hard for him to overcome the things. it takes alot of courage. even though he said we will remain as friends but i guess it's really a hi-bye friend. might not even have a chance of having any hi/bye. oh so sad. life's just like that. one should pick up. i shall give myself more courage to step forward and believe that i need not depend on someone to live on. i'm happy with my friends and everything. if it's meant to be, it will be. if i believe i can do it, i can.
just like my buddy. shan't disturb your busy schedule. if you're finding me you sure know what number to dial. if you wanna meet me you sure where to get me. yeah. shan't think too much too. i'll be here and always listening.
hohoho. first day of attachment. working in a RnD cum QC lab. has been doing filing the whole morning. COA of raw materials. file till my eyes can criss cross. next 6 samples for me to check. appearance and alkalinity. hoho. i'm on my own. lol. titration sucks. tiring. tired. end of my day. nice colleagues as from my first impression. hopefully it'll always be. a more chinese mix english environment. phew! no sat work. 8.30-5pm with company bus. not that bad i guess. what you expect. tata.
